That. Is. Not. Appropriate.

Appropriation is subjective for the most part. What’s not is an act which affects another person which you deem to be appropriate but they do not. Then there must be a mutual understanding of boundaries. The damage is done before someone tells you to stop. So THINK please, that’s something many of us forget to […]

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Flat would be good

It’s always up and down. Just now we are the lowest we have been but the up tricks is into another cycle. We don’t lack love let’s start with that. But I nip and I pick and it’s tit for tat. The bads are so bad but I have never doubted. I really wish he […]

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The World

The World feels so heavy as it burdens my lungs. Struggling to inhale I struggle to forget. The things of my past, of his past, of the possible future. The endless dimensions of what could/has/will/might be is too much for me to carry. I need to switch off, to not care, to save myself from […]

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How could you?

How could you leave me amongst my darkest days? To wallow and hate and forget my old ways. To cry and scream and want to explode. How could you leave me on the verge of implode?

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It’s all uphill from here

It’s all down hill from here, I don’t get that. Downhill is easy. Downhill is sitting on your arse with your hands behind your head and free falling. Uphill is where it’s at. Uphill is the real graft, sticking your heels in and dragging that back foot forward when it feels like it’s numbingly going […]

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Burstin’ to be done. To patch uni and get a job and a flat and a life. Burstin’ to enjoy my life. To be care free and wear free and speak free from verbal castration. I’m burstin’ to be me and be alone and be needed and to lean on you. I’m absolutely burstin’

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